confessions.

cant shake off this familiar feeling
looking for answers in the shapes on the ceiling
I get up and out and slip on my shoes
put on a smile to forget the blues
by the time I've stepped out on the street
ive turned on the tunes and stepped into the same beat

I look at the ground hang my head in shame
you may forget who I am but youll remember the name
cus ive always been a fighter, ive always been capable,
cant explain the way I am, so now I'm mentally unstable?
sometimes I act too reckless, sometimes im just insane
but what did you expect with all these thoughts inside my brain
when i walk into a room there aint no one else like me
so i lift my chin a little, look for positivity
but my stomache feels so empty and the vices all so tempting
my self conscious is degrading, man i think I'm suffocating

from cherry creek to engle wood
come down high street, this is my new hood
im duckin into alleys, im in and out of sight
i know you dont give a fuck but listen to my plight
im fresh, im new, I'm hyfie, im a jew
just tryin to learn the ways, enjoy my days
colorados got me thinkin
tryin to find it but im sinkin
in this quicksand in this drought
gotta pull myself out
keep my head up hold it high,
i know youre looking at the same sky
ill come back dont you worry though my goals are sometimes blurry
ive got all the best intentions,
i dont need no intervention